Forever Waiting

As the weather changes to that of winter rain etc and the dark mornings arrive my depression levels are starting to climb (or should I say plummet).

It does not help matters that I am still waiting to hear from the Hepatic nurse specialist at King for my initial assesment of suitability for treatment.

At this rate I will have a new tumour appear and the whole vicious cycle will start again.

Changes or planned changes at work are not helping at all. We have just found out the company I am currently employed by has lost the contract with the people we currently support so come January we will have to get used to new management and there way of doing things.

The uncertainty of my current employment and the long wait for a slot to open up for treatment is giving me indigestion as well as depression.